brain activity...
Last night, while I laid awake after feeding Victoria, it came to me that my brain is not working as it used to . I realised that I still think about trying to understand God as much as I ever did but I am left with far less capacity for anything else in life - maybe the same thoughts before took up 5% and now take up 50%. It also came to me that my brain feels like my computer screen LOOKS when it declares that there has been a video driver error - the same number of icons appear but they look large and cumbersome and take up half of the desk-top rather than 10% of the desk top at normal (dapper and neat) proportions. Funny thing was that having had this profound thought I drifted off to sleep and found myself describing - in great detail - this new understanding - then I had to wonder whether I dreamt it first or thought it first. Got it sorted out. I hope that this new condition is only transitory though, it is wearisome to feel so very limited.

Philip arrived home unexpectedly early from work. He has (once again) injured himself. This time he did it properly and was taken to A and E where he had 5 stitches and got his index finger (right hand) bandaged up very impressively. he has to go to the local hosptial in 7 to 10 days to have the stitches removed. meanwhile, I suppose, he still has his thumbs which he can twiddle....